# THE ILLUMINATED TERRACE

The original German text is here

On warm autumn evenings, sitting on the terrace, i only needed to look for a few seconds and the visual panoramic experience was there, without even wanting it. It's an ideal situation. Then i had a visitor... she tried it out, she wrote spontaneously:

I, my head, my field of vision have expanded. The whole room feels like the inside of my field of vision. And I look at this whole picture as if through a new window.

I am filled with joy – and grinning from ear to ear – at this totally new experience, this new awareness.

There is no longer a subject looking at an object, no inside and outside, no action, no verb? But only a noun, the state of awareness!

I asked her for a more detailed report. The next day i received the following.

## Visit to Robin

In the evening, during a visit by Robin, he enthused about his "illuminated terrace" – a new discovery of his. I really had to experience it.

I was invited to sit on his chair at his regular place by the round table and followed the instructions.

From this place there were three illuminated fixed points – two wall lamps above on the right and left and a ceiling light. Down at the extreme right edge of the field of vision, a chair and on the left side a blue box.

[Note: The wall lights are 15° above the horizontal eye level. The blue case and the brown chair are about 45° below the horizontal eye level.]

Keeping all these fixed points in view – or as it felt to me, using them as anchors – I directed my gaze forward to the white pillar opposite me while Robin told me about the entertaining show I was about to experience: the chaotic and unpredictable flight of flies, mosquitoes, moths and other insects that crossed my field of vision and to which my attention was to be directed without focusing.

According to Robin, humans always move logically and horizontally from A to B; even birds and land animals curve around in a rather predictable way. The geniality of this terrace at night lay in the irrational dancing of these insects.

I felt as if I took a step back and pulled a sheet across between the anchor points at the periphery of the field of vision, where my subjective consciousness spread out. The act of seeing was not happening with my eyes, but rather on this sheet spread out in front of me, which now feels like the extension of my head. I, my head, my field of vision had expanded.

The whole space on this sheet feels like the inside of my field of vision. There was no inside and no outside, and my subjective self became part of this field of observation and perception.

I look at this overall picture as if through a new window.

Sitting there in eager anticipation, I noticed an unknown joy rising in me, which I later attributed to the fact that the experience I was having was a completely new experience for me.

The feeling of expansion, the state of perception was detached from the familiar subject-object relationship. I wasn't actively or passively involved in anything. Only the awareness happened!

Behrang Keshavarz – 3. September 2023

## My Notes

I find it fascinating how Behrang saw everything as nouns, subjects, things just being. I usually express it all as verbs just doing.

My notes on Happiness.

This terrace is a perfect example of no 3 warm-up exercise, at night. Lights on the periphery subliminally stimulate the panorama.

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